second day

the second day is here. sometimes i feel like i can't take it anymore and i must, must eat. not eating food makes everything seem like food. i'm not hungry. the foods i have thought about are: avocado, tomatoes, beets, onion, rice, asparagus, and cabbage. m has thought about almonds and peanut m&ms. when we went to the store, we thought about how nice it was outside. we thought about it and told each other, it's so nice outside. and then we came home and went back inside. at the store, i thought about eating grapes. i am reading a book where the woman says, "since nothing matters, every event is every other event." this book is called don quixote, but it's not the one you think.